i must say that i'm beginning to get used to the drag of school and well the inertia is beginning to be a normality. the week which i initially dreaded just flew by.. which is a good thing cos it saves me from the dreaded agony but yet bad in a way. cos four whole months have just flown by.
school.. has been sucky.. with the workload and what not. doing work is turning a daily routine and it feels weird without that daily dose of franticness. no matter how tiring school is, i think the hilarity of moomoo, blurness of jan and randomness of chris really just brightens up the day. chris' KITKAT CHINCHOW FERRERO ROCHE just cracks moo and i up.
the stupidity of it all occurs all in a day of the life in school (:
results so far have been been alright.. satisfying enough so i wont be forced to tuition anytime soon. thankfully. my PI was acceptable.. apparently and damn surprisingly.. so just have to brush up on it more i suppose and finalize. but somehow this question remains etched: what's the point in putting so much effort if the group you're in has to choose one? you put in effort so tt your may be chosen cos it's good.. but what if someone else too put in effort and it's better? or what if there's biasness? i guess such doubts are running through my head cos i dont like wasting my time over things which may not matter.with SPA and SA coming up.. i'm really afraid i screw things up. like how i always screw up the final product. oh well, life cant be an all straight and smooth road right? so i guess good things are there to neutralize effects of the bad. and tt's why i have chris jan and moo to make me look forward to sch.. and a few other special ppl who just never fail to brighten my day in their own small way (:
yupyup. tmr is the reunion of the FOURS!!!
i'm damn happy but it means i have to chiong.. so it's time to cover all the dreaded essays.
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