if i am too emotional, the sky must have some serious issues.

after the sun the rain, after the rain the sun 
this is the way of life till the work be done. 
all that we need to do, be we low or high 
is to see that we grow nearer the sky.

i never thought these words would make so much sense after 10 years of going through the motions. even though it meant something on the last few days of school, it was more of the missing school than finding meaning.

today marks the day i move onto another chapter, the day i flip the page again. okay, maybe it's an intermediate shift before i really start a new chapter again. 3 years. in a blink of an eye. while it doesn't feel like just yesterday when i matriculated, it definitely feels much shorter than 3 years. i'll definitely miss the meows, but even though yr2 marked the the end of the clique since we all moved onto exchange and different mods, whatsapp keeps the friendship alive. after today, i'll never sit through another lecture in the freezing LT, wander through the cui sci canteen browsing for extremely-affordable food, stroll through the bazaar at forum and the list goes on. funny how i'm nostalgic when i often rather breeze through school invisibly.

the exam period causes me to go haywire emotionally. perhaps it's the stress or maybe it's just murphy's law. but somehow it keeps me clinging on tight. i'm glad i didn't give up and that i've a renewed hope again, though i pray hard it's not temporary, and i know that it'll only make me stronger. stronger to cling on tighter. not going to get me down.

many uncertainties lies ahead in the near future. i'm trusting God for the clear direction that will determine the next few years. but for now, it's to enjoy this indefinite (summer) break.

You are my refuge, You are my strength
as I pour out my heart