Summer passes and one remembers one's exuberance.
Autumn passes and one remembers one's reverence.
Winter passes and one remembers one's perseverance.
- Yoko Ono
many thoughts have ambled, breezed, and sped through my mind, but most have slipped through the gaps of procrastination. it's funny how friendships leave me with a warm fuzzy feeling, yet have me craving for alone time. i could very well sit in a sparsely filled area, with sporadic conversations filling the atmosphere, and have my mind buzzing as i let time pass.
it's been an eventful winter - stressful, yet special, yet surreal. this winter definitely reminds me of my perseverance in multiple ways. perhaps this was the best gift i could receive. perhaps you knew it was too long indeed. perhaps you gave me a reason to reconnect. it was sad. but nice to be back.
this independence is moving on to a new level. this reality is beginning to make me really nervous. the thought of the future used to excite me, but as it draws closer and becomes increasingly real, i admit i truly fear what the future brings. sure, i was able to appreciate the flavour of working life, but somehow the shoes of this profession seem too big to fill. perhaps i'd known all along then that that would be temporary, or possibly so at least. but this, this is reality for the next couple of years. i suppose the thought of being a real pivot in the lives of distressed, worried beings is in itself a huge point of concern.
the overwhelming surreality has left the canvas,
that would usually be painted with a descriptive imagery,
empty and devoid of a picture.
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