a better tomorrow to soothe the wounds from yesterday

i've been really happy ever since yesterday's damn shiok training and the thought of meeting up with 0908 as well as the FOURS! it's been so great to just keep smiling and laughing and feeling so free... after so many sucky days.

training yesterday though tough with the circuits and the sprinting, i really enjoyed the bonding and the strong sense of encouragement we had. it's like scrcy all over again with every holding there (except we cant help support each other) but we're all in the same crap together. it's really madness to do pumpings in men's but i'm learning and trying. sprinting makes you wanna die but it's a great feeling after you manage to catch a few breaths.

0908 dinner with the seniors wasnt much of a senior-junior thing since the big group just segregated into our own small batches but it was just great to see everyone again. we're just a bunch of crazy people with joy and fun overflowing so i suppose we've gotta learn greater control. but it brings fun.

thank you for giving me a new perspective, it nothing that i dont know or havent heard before but it serves as a great reminder that sometimes you musnt let anger and resentment get the better of you.

i've found that even if you dont want to share your troubles with others in fear of burdening them, it's just comforting to know that there will always been close friends supporting you from both the back and side, to catch you when you fall. sometimes they dont catch because you need a fall so learn from mistakes, but they'll always be there to pick you up and help you on to recovery.