slipping into the fatigued-mode all over again for no apparent reason. school thus far has been improving.. considering that i was so terribly miserable during the first few days. but having sr ppl around creates a sense of familiarity. i just thank God that i have MOOMOO in my class (: dont know what i'd without a mega-high and crazy person like her to just brighten the day.
i feel like i'm just running on ahead without any destination.. aimlessly pushing on, directionless. maybe tt's why i'm so tired. i just keep telling myself to work harder, go on... i've promised myself tt i wont get distracted anymore, i wont regret. i must stop regretting and accepting what i have achieved.to get what you want, work HARD and slog your guts out.
i miss good ol' friends... this new environment with a whole group of new faces is too overwhelming. i miss the fours most of all. it's so weird not to pop into gy to wait for munch and moose to tuo... and to hear li nagging or us lecturing her. i guess i just feel lost.
i thought i'd more or less accepted the fact tt would be part of my life.. but apparently not cos when i heard it all over again. it was like a hard slap in the face again. i guess the superficial wound's healed but underlying it's still very much raw. my mind's a whirlpool now, so i guess i'd rather not think about it.
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