everything seems to be rolling downhill as of late... everything around me is just screwing up, people around me are all emo-ing for various reasons. why is it that some people just appear to have perfect problem-free lives while others are in perpetual crap. perhaps those with perfect lives are just putting on a facade? or maybe they really do have almost problem-free lives. hearing and seeing stuff happening just like that is so draining on top of physical fatigue. if only i could be some amoeba and just replicate myself.. but then again i wont be me. i wish i could do sth, to ease the pressure, soothe the hurt, say words of comfort. i mean, tt's what learning first aid is all about.. to help those in need. right? but then there's only so much one can say in times like these... and sometimes one forgets who's been told what. so words must be carefully picked out. i suck at first aid, much less speaking words of comfort. all i can say is tt i'm so thankful for the special ppl who's been around me. everyone should have special person too.
it's time to start some hardcore mugging.. transform into some smartass hardworking freak. okay, well, tt's practically impossible. cos somehow brain cells are dying every second, sinking me deeper into stupidity. but well... any effort beats no effort? i think i overpiled myself with work this week but since tutorials are starting from tmr onwards i guess it's better to jam-pack my weekend rather than the weekday?
back to VA tutorial.
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