nothing but a small minute insignificant.

just squish me, crush me, step on me. now.
i'm becoming some computer freak addict and not because i'm doing my own leisure stuff... i just care too much.
i don't know why, i just wanna let go, not care, let the crap fall on them.. but yet i just cant bring myself to do it. i feel responsible for it.
damn. i dont even know why i'm caring so much when i'm under-rested and overworked.
we're just so lost and desperate, killing our electricity and phone bills trying so hard to get everything moving. it's even harder than moving a chair screwed tight to the floor.
i will smack you i tell you.
maybe we're not trying hard enough?
but i've done my best. really.
stop. enough.
i wanna be gip... far away... lost and segregated from reality.
don't give up. hang in there.
what if i can't?
breakdown. decompose.
there's no face to throw.
stupid colic.

munch li moo chris moose... these are the ppl who just keep coming into my mind cos their various randomities never ever fail to make me smile.
i really need spongey to keep me calm. i never realised her importance till now.. why our positions were specially put.

Who Am I (Casting Crowns)
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

thank you Lord. for reassuring tt you'll catch me when i fall. and bring me past this last sprint.