suppress human nature. commit it to God.

Green-eyed Monster
(Corrinne May)

So you say life is unfair
She's got everything you wanted
And you're not even close
To getting where you wish you could be
You want to get the commendation
Love and adulation
But you're stuck here on your knees

So be glad
You're an architect creation
You're one of a kind
Just stay on track
Because every cross can be a blessing
All the gifts that you've been given
Close your eyes and listen
To who you're meant to be

Don't feed the monster
Wasting time comparing
Lose yourself despairing
I hear it, don't ya?
Hungry for our fight

Are you happy, green eyed monster?
Are you happy with your place?
What's the use of being haunted?
Your story for glory
Is right there in your face

people say somethings should be left unsaid for fear it would come true.
wrong method. wrong technique. wrong attitude. wrong everything.
i say sometimes you just gotta face reality and stop hiding.
lousy. incompetent. loser.

Once again I’ve stepped into that trap
Reached out but only air was there to grab
Fallen deep into the pit of “past”
Regret and darkness there was truly vast

past compositions now flood back with much reality.
am i really back to square one?

Lord, you catch me when i'm falling.
And you told me who i am.
i am Yours.