God gives and takes and plans out what's best for us. We may not always understand His works until the full picture's been developed. Try as we may to oppose, we are merely making things difficulty for ourselves.
maybe my ambition of almost 8years now is not to be? or am i just wavering under slight pressure and being a weakling? why then, is there a new found interest, joy and pleasure in something which i've been quite atrocious in till recently? maybe that was just the breaking down, beginning of moulding, to spur on a hunger and thirst for it. and the ambition was nothing but an illusion?
well, thing is not to give up on one yet till i've got a clear cut path set out. for now, i suppose i would just aim to give the best in both and wait for the outcome.
it hurts. terribly. but you need to be broken down before you may be moulded.
on a lighter note, stars kick start the day with beautiful unspoken wonder.
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