surreality.

sleep is not helping. everything's so overwhelming.. from pw to youthcamp to uip to footdrill and the list goes on. how i managed to commit myself to so many things is a wonder.. committing is one thing, but digging your own hole in the ground for yourself to fall in is a whole new issue. a stupid one.

finally had my much needed dosage of capt's ball, and though the game is an extremely overplayed and unfun game under normal circumstances, playing it with the youths is entirely a new version altogether. except for the fact that the considerable amount of diving, crashing and a turn-over roll deemed to be a potential goalkeeper left me with memorable marks.

there's only so much one can go through.. a limit does exists.

trudging along that muddy path,
the world is shrinking
but friends are drifting.
just one slip... and...
your world will crash.