uip and a mixture of feelings blended together.

yet another event has passed. the finale of 2008.
yet another fiasco floated by.
with happy trainees and proud trainers.

i must say, the experience and stuff gained was invaluable. admin again was indeed different but it being on a smaller scale gave me more time. i guess i've got to learn how to prioritize, know what to do first and what to reject. then again.. well.. you know... or maybe you don't.

summary exercises were a blast. well, at least for campfire 0908 rocked. and no matter what you say. you cant deny the fact that our dance was great. as for DP.. no one will believe i died from hyperventilation because it's almost impossible. esp fainting 3 times and plunging from P3 to P0. the ultimatum. and of course there's the famous drool which just crack all trainers up. possibly the most memorable DP ever. of course the parade rocked, that solid resounding bang just plastered a smile on every footdrill trainer's face. without forgetting the torturous time on a dias which began on a terribly embarassing note. otherwise, every experience was a wonderful learning experience.

really enjoyed working with the champ squad and though none of them received merit, i'm still really really proud because i saw each and everyone of them grow not just a little, but mountain loads. every single one of them improved in their own special way and i'm sure they'll make superb instructors regardless of a COA or COP. because you can be a star instructor but if you don't impart any knowledge, noone will learn anything from you. you may be an average instructor but if you impart what you yourself have learnt and do it with pride, many if bring back knowledge and be moulded into future instructors too.

to instruct and to inspire.

and that's UIP for you.

well.. i've learnt alot, heard, seen & understood all sides of a cube. but there's nothing i can say. cos i'm torn apart.

if only we could humble ourselves and take just a few steps back to look at the world around us. why continue to hurt and be hurt? acqueisce. and maybe the sun will rise again.

on a lighter note, i'm looking forward to youthcamp and i hope it will serve as a great spiritual revival for everyone as well as leave a mark of fun cos the campcomm really put in a great deal of effort. i will have to try hard and tune to the frequency of fun. the reins of admin is still tight on me and i'm just becoming an adept nominal rolls admin person. on the other hand logs is fun and though we gotta lug all the stuff around, i'm proud to say i'm the only girl in the logs team (: