exchange the dissatisfaction of doubt for the fulfillment of faith in God.

while i believed that accepting was more painful than rebelling and fighting against, i think human nature in me left out the one very pivotal factor, the one that entirely changes the direction of the wind. that was my greatest mistake right from the start, forgetting to commit it into God's hands. thinking that i could control it by my own strength and will. release the grip on the reins of life, and let the owner take control.

today proved as a great spiritual revival, giving me pure joy in worship.. enjoying a newer perspective of God altogether. despite the fact tt an immediate obstacle followed the fellowship and pure joy, i'm glad i was able to overcome it and was given great comfort. i pray that the seed has been sown and i'm really looking forward for the harvest, awaiting fruits of labour. QT today showed me that size is nothing; substance is everything. one's little place is not a steppingstone to greatness. it is greatness. how then do we achieve that confidence from the knowledge that our place is nothing but a small speck in His eye? it is because of love and no matter how small our place in this world, we matter just as much as anyone else.

I have chosen the way of truth; I have set my heart on your laws. I hold fast to your statutes, O LORD; do not let me be put to shame. I run in the path of your commands, for you have set my heart free.
(Psalm 119:30-32)

Through trials we learn to overcome,
Through Christ our victories are won;
Come lay your burdens at His feet
And find this inner peace so sweet.
(by Halsey)