friday the thirteenth.

turning 18 this year seemed really surreal and 3months has indeed flown by in a twinkle. it scares me as to how time will fly this year that maybe everything will pass before i have time to regret? the past 3days have been a rollercoaster of emotions, but yet like the end of the ride, you're left with that adrenaline rush.

the warmth from the many special people around made me feel really really blessed and loved. school kicked start 11march rather well with well-wishes and hugs and thank God it was a wednesday so lessons were easypeasy.. almost got tricked by IQ90 but even though i figured it, that warm fuzzy feeling still engulfed. li and munch, as usual, did a fantabulous job at surprising me.. as they do every year.. and each year it gets cooler and cooler tt i keep falling for it! the sneakiest of all was xin whose cunningness was definitely infused into the atmosphere.. well, it was indeed a pleasant surprise and i still can't believe i got cheated by ALL of them. hurh.but i still love them alotalotalot (: the appearance of someone, so cunningly suggested by xin, conveyed to li and executed by munch really shocked me but i was really touched. never thought they would go to that extent. i must say that this year was filled to the max with surprises popping up here there and everywhere! with jeff's surprise appearance and rothie's call and the final call before midnight..

while i praise God for everything that has happened the past few days, i know i mustn't let things around get me distracted. i don't want the blame to fall on anyone else but me.. because i've learnt that blaming others for your screwups is the most selfish thing you can do. QT yesterday was a passage on completion and this served as a great reminder: As Christians, we need “finishing” too. Although the groundwork is laid at our conversion, the growing process continues throughout our life. As we obediently follow Jesus, “the author and finisher of our faith” (Heb. 12:2), one day we too will be complete. so yea. i do hope that one day, the importance of faith this will get through. the seed has been sown, it's just the awaiting of what the harvest yields. to be faithful in little things is the big thing.

till next time... (: i shall be a happy mugger.