and know that I'm okay cause everyone's perfect in their usual way

is wrong to long for some certainty when the future seems unsure?
i wonder how i get by with every bombshell, every tray of hurt and every bucket of tears. everything's just lodged inside. it's a deadlock, a stalemate. i wonder if i'll be strong enough to let go.

what is faith?
(Mueller Musical)

am i wrong, am i wrong to fear?
am i wrong to be so afraid?
am i wrong, am i wrong to doubt?
am i wrong to have so little faith?

am i right, am i right to trust?
am i right to say God wants this?
am i right, am i right to believe?
am i right to let go?

am i naive to think faith is enough or is this imagination
am i testing God? will He call my bluff or is this all part of His plan?
am i right to insist this is God's will, that He will be our firm foundation
am i right to believe in miracles still? am i right to say an amen?

faith begins when our sight fails us
faith sails us over the oceans of fear